i do have a lovely little life. i have a select group of friends, a large group of day to day buddies, an amazing father, and a perfectly good man. i work hard for my money. i drive a cute little jeep, live in a cute little apartment ( lets give the lovely and ever girly roomie some credit for this one!). i have cute shoes and cute clothes (although not nearly enough of either!!!!). i lead a good enough for now existence. of course i want more. i can't wait for the days when the income clearly and easily outweighs the bills. can't wait to find "the one", or at least can't wait to realize who he is. i like to drink and dance, sometimes too much and other times not nearly enough. i love sports and winter. i am content enough, for now. now, lets not mistake what im saying. im still a broke, flustered 23 year old. but there is just enough good to outweigh the bad. and for that, i am thankful. i work hard. im occasionaly messy and often late. i try to be a good person. i dont always succeed, but i try. there are questions in my life i desperately wish to be answered. lost friendships that i miss intensely, family drama, and boy drama. i cant wait to finish school (even though i hate it most of the time). i realize that i should take better care of myself, get more sleep, get angry less often. but i am who i am and im not ashamed of it. while there is a constant desire to improve (eating less should not be a general substitute for skipping time at the gym.... nor is not eating at all to make a night out a little bit cheaper!), but things could be worse. and that, for now, is enough.